| that's me, that's me the boy with the broken halo that's me, that's me the devil won't let me be |
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| my life as of late:
been listening to a lot of 60's/70's rock and a lot of franz ferdinand/the strokes, lol. trying to tame my itch to live in england/new york by trying to convince jason to take me both places this year. i am upset that i didn't go through with going back to europe after college and now i have a house and doubt that i could ever go a serious amount of time. so now jamie & i just want a party trip to amsterdam, london & scotland. jason might agree to come with. i think i am finally getting over my constant being sad/mad at jason all the time so i am very happy. we've been at such a good place in our relationship for the past week or two. yesterday he went all out for valentine's day, he always makes holidays fun for me. he is really a sweetheart under his aloof normal self. i am in this cake decorating basics class and i am determined to make a daft punk pyramid cake for jason's birthday. i want to surprise him with a really awesome cake but i don't know if i can pull it off! but the only thing is he is on a diet so i don't know if he would appreciate it unless it was going to be shared. maybe i'll plan a party for our b-days!
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| man, i'm depressed.. and my brother's a disgusting piece of shit junkie. my mom can't even get out of bed :(
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| my family is seeking mental health treatment for my brother. we dont know if he has a medical condition or if he is starved for attention or if he is just influenced by drugs/alcohol. |
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| man. can i just go a day without crying or fighting? life, stop sucking.
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